Trapped.

Hey Yeh its me nightworrier. Recent attempts asking for help have only fallen on deaf ears. I cannot talk to my doc if I feel suicidal. Which is all the time now. My partner is watching me 24/7 when I wake he does. He wont go to bed till I do. Acute crisis help hangs up on me the hospital wont take me. If I don’t stand for whats right. I will leave others in the same position. Thankyou M.I you have been a hood support to me. Just a few words is all I can conjure. Peace. NW.

This entry was posted on Saturday, October 19th, 2013 at 12:23 pm10 and is filed under Anxiety, Day by Day, distraction, Getting worse, insomnia, mental health, nightmares, pain, schizotypal, suicide, Thoughts, Treatment, Trouble. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

8 Responses to Trapped.

  1. Morbid Insanity says:
    October 19, 2013 at 12:23 pm10

    “Just a few words is all I can conjure.”
    Few words that brought me a smile of relief for reading your words again.
    Keep trying and don’t stop hopping. šŸ˜‰
    Peace, NW.

  2. NW says:
    October 20, 2013 at 12:23 am10

    Bless you MI the many times I thought it was too hard I thought of what you said. Thank you. Nice to feel someone truly cares. X

  3. Morbid Insanity says:
    October 20, 2013 at 12:23 am10

    Yes, I do care and I really hope your soul can find some peace and you can have better days to enjoy life. xo

  4. NW says:
    October 20, 2013 at 12:23 pm10

    Today was so difficult. I am cancelling all future plan, tried to do something I should say too graphic.A fight followed.I feel worse like my prescence alone causes people grief, they will be free of me and so will I . The only help I get is with a nice fortnightly psychologist but I have tried to explain. She says remember to breathe. I am calm now. Thats worrying my partner. Fighting with what’s left. Mu ch love to yo M.I ā¤

  5. Morbid Insanity says:
    October 22, 2013 at 12:23 pm10

    I understand you. Some days are more difficult than the others, but, even though, try to breathe. It helps to calm down a little. Have you ever thought about yoga, tai chi chuan, and replace the psychologist for a psychiatrist? I always avoided the psychiatrist, but I have to be attended for both.
    Peace and strength, NW. *bear hug* ^_^

  6. NW says:
    October 22, 2013 at 12:23 pm10

    I have both. My psychiatrist doesn’t understand how bad it is even telling my go that I am stable. I have a good psychologist now but waiting every two weeks no matter what I say it doesn’t change anything. In real trouble. I am doing this day to day strive for a reason through physical and emotional pain. Peace mi. Thanks for staying around. X

  7. Morbid Insanity says:
    October 23, 2013 at 12:23 pm10

    Difficult, right? :/ Well, I think you should try to look for some yoga or something like that. I dunno. An extra help, you know?!
    Don’t give up, NW.
    xo

  8. NW says:
    September 4, 2014 at 12:23 am09

    Thanks Morbid, you have been solid friend to me, bless. NW

Leave a comment