OVERLOAD!!! It’s been too much (for anyone)

Too much stress everywhere, Every one is on my case Im out of control, completely I wish theyre was a way out that didn’t mean I had to hurt people , I think maybe if I just destroy them or me I just don’t know, I have been really down and nothing has been good. I have had the hardest time in the world trying to keep up with appointments have money ready for doctors and getting to see them. I really hate K she always forgets stuff and gets in trouble, then labeled with a compliance problem because shes to scared to leave the house how the hell is she gonna make all her appointments. I am so frustrated with myself and the world when will this all end???
Peace out,
NW

Photo shoot, filming; Bee swam. Or a nice time to see friends.

My mate came over with his cool new cameras and did some awesome photos shoots with assistance of my dance moves. Was pretty cool. D and NW were having an awesome time then one of the spot lights that was being used seemed to be a bee attractor and I don’t mean the kind sort I mean the sort that just wants to sting and sting and so on. so we all got a sting we all sat around with ice on our hands, back etc. n a gut of penerghen which made a few people sleepy but better then a reaction I spose, Lucky for the off duty nurse who happened to be there, we continued to party for a while. I drank probably a bit much but it was helping with the confusion and depression.
Strange night all up and unfortunately not far from my complete breakdown.
I knew I wasn’t gonna last much longer I had tried for so long to hang on to something to keep me here.
Peace
NW