Squirming, sweating, crying, anxious again, vertigo. I can barely walk without holding myself against something. I think they expect I’ll get a whole lot better over the holidays. Without the benzo’s ……………….. I don think so. They expect me to get my meds every 3rd day. I have agoraphobia. It’s so f***ed. I called the local crisis again tried to get some help. Don’t ask me why. I need to see my doc soon I really need to.
BTW one sock off is referring to the fever that comes and goes. And the fact I only have one sock on.
Turns out this was probably Ross River Virus more then a benzo withdrawal. But in any case my medication was ceased overnight by doctors and this was not to be expected.
Peace,
NW
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